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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|10:31 pm] |
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| | sick | ] | Girlfriend material? Me? Who knew? |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|09:39 pm] |
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| | angry | ] | I'm pretty sure I blew it. Way to go u stupid fucking btich. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2006|06:26 pm] |
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| | fed up | ] | I can't read you. One minute I can see to the depths of your heart through your deep ocean eyes, the next it's like staring at a brick wall. Why can't you just let me out of this misery and hand me my sentence now?! I need to know! The suspense is killing me! Everytime I see you my stomach sumersaults, my hearts races and my lips tremble. Why can't you see the agony I'm in? If you don't like me like that then say so!!!! Don't ignore me like some fly, hoping that soon I'll go away if you push me in the right direction! I'm not going to give up until you hand me my sentence. Then, and only then will i let you be. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|07:10 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] | So I've applied. I've applied to some of the most competitive schools in Britain...AM I CRAZY!????!!!!?!!?!? Most likely, yes. I'm so excited/nervous/anxious/scared all at the same time...and I haven't even been invited for auditions yet! lol. That's another problem, what monlogues do i do? What songs???? I need to start looking for this shit! Where do i start??? HELP! And it raelly doesnt help that i have all these other things on my mind right now, Little Women...which we are most likely gonna get adjudicated btw, The variety show...which is in TWO WEEKS, AP classes, and possibly a boy all at once?????!????!!! I'm goin to explode!!! |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] | Why is life so painfully slow, tiring, difficult and full of defenestration? LMAO...if u dont know what that means then go look it up...it is the stupidest most ridiculous word ever created...That's why i have adopted it into my vocabulary. well, im tired and bored so i guess i'll go to bed...later. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2006|03:27 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] | I think I'll add getting drunk and kicked out of a hotel at 4 am on homecoming night to my favorite list of things to do. lmao. What a hilarious night... |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|09:30 pm] |
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| | butterflies! | ] | I'm a hypercrite. I'm acting just the way I hate when someone is infatuated with someone else. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|05:28 pm] |
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| | excited/giggly/hyper/in like?? | ] | I think I like/luv this kid. He's awesome...I hope he thinks the same about me...???!?!? We shall see... |
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[Sep. 14th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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| | stressed/shocked/overwhelmed! | ] | I'm a little bit upset. It's like having sex and not getting an orgasm (lmao...not that I'd know..lol)...why does she have to stress us all out like this??!! I can't understand it...especially since us seniors have gone thru this process many many times and never has she tortured us for this long! I can't comprehend all the things I'm gonna have to do if my name is on that list tomorrow. I hav an AP class, I might hav 3 parts to learn, I'm a variety show host, and I might get a part in the one-act....WTF?!?!? I really hope she sees my pain tomorrow, i rreallly hope!!! Why is life so complicated?? |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|03:12 pm] |
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| | embarrassed | ] | Don't you just hate it when you introduce someone with the wrong name? Especially in front of a really hott guy? Well, i did that today and i've been bashing my head against a wall ever since. The horrible thing is that the hott guy is reeeaaally good friends with stephanie (i called her melanie when introducing her to my friend) and he looked at me like i was crazy the moment i had uttered the first syllable. I WENT BRIGHT RED! I have to restrain from hitting myself everytime it pops back into my train of thought. I'm a loser. damnit. |
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| IM COMING HOME!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 13th, 2006|10:10 pm] |
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| | giddy | ] | Yes, it is true. The Brit is leaving the homeland to go to some weirdo school in Nowhere, Florida. lol. but she can't wait!!!! SOrry to all those i said i would post a postcard to, didn't manage to find the time or finance or post office or pen etc. but i will make it up to u with hugs and kisses. I have to get up tomorro at 4:30am Scottish time to catch a 9am flight. I just hope those recent bombing scares dont mess up our journey. Hopefully they wont and I'll see you all at school on Tuesday. I've got 5 mins left on this internet access card in the hotel so i better go. SEE U SOON!!! <3 Becky xxxxxxxx |
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|10:27 am] |
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| | tired | ] | So Im finally leaving for England today. Im tired just thinking about the trip. Anyway, I hope you all have a great summer!! See ya on the 15th of August!! Love, Becky |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2006|08:08 pm] |
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| | frightened | ] | so this afternoon I had the weirdest dream. I was an intern for Y-100 radio station. Carolina was there and so was another guy that looked kinda like a fat actor i've seen in some things. Anyway we were all lying on this huge bed with our headsets on taking calls from ppl and introducing me. Then the scene changes and the bed is now surrounded with people, who are sitting down in risers outside were it is drizzling. A woman (whom i recognized as someone form my church) asked me to go fill up her half full fanta with sprite. This angered me b/c it was obvious that she didnt know that i was part of the y-100 crew. Then i woke up. It was rather exhilerating and exciting.
In other news, my entire right side from my waist down, is numb. When i say numb i mean that i cant feel temperatures right. For example...i just had a hot bath and on my left side it felt...hot. lol but on the right side it felt cool. However, when i touch somehing that is cold, it makes it seem alot colder than it really is. WHY!!??????!!?!?? i just hope that this "numbness" doesnt creep into my boob and arm and face. if it still feels like this by monday.....im goin to the quack. im so scared. |
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[May. 9th, 2006|05:10 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] | YAY!!! We have another male that is goin to try out for Little Shop next year. HOW EXCITING!!! AND he said he could sing!! And he is rather attractive!!! LOL. Next year's gonna be the shit! Well, of course, im gonna miss all the seniors. No, not miss, i'll be extremely distraught and disorientated. But, I'll still see them when they come visit...which they better or ill kick their tushy's!! i dont think it's really hit me yet, but im sure it will when i start school next year and think "hey, i gotta go say hi to....wait, they're not here anymore...*tear*" But for now, they're still here and so, im not sad.....yet.
Take a look at this really hott pic from state. These r the lovely boys from Urinetown...
 u have to admit....they were sexy. lol. ;-) |
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[May. 6th, 2006|03:26 pm] |
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| | drained | ] | Just took the S-T's (cuz it is to horrible an abbreviation to spell out fully.)at Western and i am so glad it's over. Amanda Maxwell was in my room....she always seems to be in the same room as me for things that are nerve racking. for example: she was right after me at districts in the solo musical room, she was in my college auition room at state, and now sitting right next to me while we take the S-T's. rather odd. anyway, i think i did alright...i found the math really easy which kinda makes me nervous. So this week should be rather fun! voting for the board, banquet, prom. then the week after is CAPPIES!! I'm so xcited for this only b/c i have the most adorable dress ever, no exaggeration...i love it! lol. hmm what else......? well then the week after that is final week....then SUMMERR!!!!!! YAY! Im leaving for England the beginning of July. In Great Britain I will be: 1) attending a 2 week musical theatre course at the central school of speech and drama in London. 2) being a bridesmaid for my older brothers wedding = drinking 3) playing with my two year old nephew and staring at my sister in laws growing stomach.(she's preggo if u didn't catch my drift) 4) trying to avoid any family that i dont like = drinking 5) flirting with as many hott British guys as possible and 6)drinking NO i am not an alcholic! I'm just going to make use of the resources offered to me while I can. lol. So, yup! I'm definately excited for summer. and this week. and cappies. and life. lol. k, im done. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|06:18 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] | Oh, Life. That's it... |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | States was amazing. So much fun!!!!! Even if we only got good's on small and large group...i still managed to enjoy myself lol. well, it did help that i got a superior on my solo but I was trying for the more laid back modest approach to life. lol. Congrats to everyone who got nominated for a cappie, whether u be from Cooper(who got 13 btw lol) or Western, Congrats! So now I have to catch up on all the work i missed, study for the SATs, find a bf (what's new? lol), and start putting together the slide show for banquet. When is there any ME time?????? when i retire is the answer....grrrrrr. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|08:48 pm] |
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| | groggy | ] | I love sneaking around behind my parents backs and not getting caught.....It's an awesome feeling. But Karma got me back...i'm sick now, again. Damnit! |
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